i am normal.

I am normal.

Thanks to SC185. It made me realize that my all-I-know-is-that-I’m-abnormal feeling is normal. I do not easily respond to the words other people give me. It takes time for me to process these words. I have to be this way because I don’t want to hurt others by impulsively saying the thoughts in my head. Since communication is irreversible, it is difficult just to throw out the words from your mouth without analyzing and selecting them. I also have to choose proper expressions and proper prosody. These are the reasons why I get on other people’s nerves. They think I’m slow. I’m not. I just want to be cautious of what others might feel regarding the things I will say.